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Who am I?
I am an American teenage girl that attends a public high school.
I have my own group of friends that hang out away from everyone else.
I wear black, grey, white and plaid with Converse
I eat leftovers
I sleep sometimes between classes
I drink water from old SoBe bottles
I am not like most American high schoolers
I don't care about gossip, unless it's about my friends
I don't flash my cleavage, thighs, and stomach
I don't talk to everyone in all my classes
I don't say 'like' in every sentence
And I don't care about most things that go on
I have never had a boyfriend
I haven't had my first kiss
I haven't done any sort of drugs or consumed large amounts of alcohol
I haven't lost my virginity
And I am not going to for years
My nail polish is chipped
The sides of my hands are smeared in lead
My skin is almost paper white
The headphones I use are pushed up my head like a crown
I avoid drama and most social events
I sleep when I can
And eat when I want
I sit silently in the back dark corner of the classroom, doodling with a purple pen
When I don't talk, my mind is rambling
All I do is think
I may not have the best grades or can talk straight half the time
I'm socially awkward  in many ways, but myself even more
But my mind is reeling like a child's pinwheel
Problems and answers
Notes and figurines
I keep to myself a lot of the time, and though I do ask for company sometimes
I would like to be alone for the rest
To think
To contemplate on life and my dreams
Figuring out what I will do and picturing dramatic scenarios
"What if"s and "Maybe"
Inspiration tracking me down and whispering to me what to do
I just listen to her calls and do what I do
If your someone who barley glances as they quite person in the back of thr room, a faraway glaze to their eyes
Stop and think
"They could be the most interesting person in the world if I stop to talk to them"
And they could.

They could be writing a book that would bring publishers to their knees
They could be drawing a beautiful piece that would make strong men cry
They could be making plots and plans for an experiment that could change mankind
They could be thinking of the absolutely most weirdest scenario in the world
And you would never know
I am an artist in more than one field
I am a bit heavier than a girl my age should be
I am a novelist in the making
I am alone on the weekends with nothing but a laptop, a tablet, a TV 13 channels, and a cat
I am me
I have flaws and perfections
But what I don't have
Is an STD
I was feeling poetic

I usually have nothing to say whenever I pist something liek this
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DawsonSwimmer Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2012
Good Job Dude. This is amazing :)
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CanadianGothStalker Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
aw thanks man XD
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DawsonSwimmer Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012
Your welcome!
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ILuvArthurKirkland Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
A beautiful poem and an amazing creator~!!
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CanadianGothStalker Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
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ILuvArthurKirkland Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
LOL XD I LOVE Robin in that part xD (instead of part i spelt patty O.o)
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CanadianGothStalker Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
oh god thriller bark is the best arc!
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ILuvArthurKirkland Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I love that part TOO! It's because of Brook! XD Then Robin refuses to become the robot also xD Sanji tries to imagine it and she glares xDD
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CanadianGothStalker Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
oh god yes! and sanji and zoro as zombies fighting! ermagerd it was amazing!
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ILuvArthurKirkland Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
YESH!
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CanadianGothStalker Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
oh god i realized its been almost exacly a year since i started watching one piece.
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Jeannette11 Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
you rocks dear ^^
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CanadianGothStalker Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:icondancingchopperplz: thank you!
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Jeannette11 Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hhahaha no problem dear ^^ you must be proud of be like you want ^^
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CherryPie96 Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2012
You're awesome. :iconhappycryingplz:
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CanadianGothStalker Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:iconhappytearsplz: you flatter me to much!
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CherryPie96 Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012
do i? :iconembarrasedplz:
you're life sounds interesting xD
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CanadianGothStalker Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
not really. since i avoid drama and crzp like that i pretty much go through the smae thing everyday. a few twists here and there to make it a bit more interesting, but other than that its no movie life.
so i make it more interesting XD
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CherryPie96 Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012
my life is a lot like yours.
i haven't got a boyfriend yet, either (<--- that sentence sounds kind of wrong)
i'm surrounded by people who are only interested in dating, smoking as much & as often as possible & go out every weekend. so yeah, i avoid a lot of things too.
but already the fact of living in switzerland makes your life nice.
since i know from my cousins how different their lifes are in the states.
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CanadianGothStalker Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
oh yeah. i go to a school where we suck at sports so its fun when i go to a game and sit on my home team side and cheer for the other team. thats was only once . . . but yeah no one.

thats why i turn to the internet and anime. :iconzoroabsplz:
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CherryPie96 Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2012
that's nice too xDD
we don't even have anything like a 'sports team' we don't make sports 3 hours a week, averything else is not from our school.
yeah, i don't know many girls (it's actually a boy's thing) like anime. they consider it childish and stuff. i love it anyways :iconluffyplz: :icononepieceplz: :iconanimeplz:
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CanadianGothStalker Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
i hang out with a bunch of weirdos like me, we love anime and hate work so were all good. past times include stoking eachothers thighs and playing catch with an orange, whilst stealing eachothers stuff and chasing one another bare foot

oh yeah
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